Maybe it's just because it's the holidays

Or maybe it's the fact that I am finally moving out of this place. The combination between finding out about his family's current situation and the packing of throwing away of all the things is finally effecting me emotionally. I am really hoping once I move out of here things will be different. I purchased my ticket to Hong Kong for early next year, hopefully it will be a nice long break away from everything after so many years. I just can't wait to stop feeling this way, I am really hoping that the combination of new years eve, completing the move and volunteering will do the trick. It's been 3 months now and it's time to move on. This "getting over" process is hard enough without missing the person, I can't imagine what he must be feeling...but that is no longer my problem. I need to realize that his problems no longer have anything to do with me and are not caused by me.