Even I didn't know

I didn't understand the extent of how much I despise him until now. I got a text the other day that made me a bit upset just because he is still trying to get a reaction from me after 5 weeks now. Deleted it right away of course, bitched about it for a little bit too. The next day after that I took a nap and had a horrible nightmare about him. In my dream, it was present day, and I started dating him again, things were awful and I was really unhappy but for some reason in my dream I was still dating him, knowing I was unhappy. I woke up and I was so upset that my nap was ruined and not relaxing. I am just so over it and I hope I don't run into him or hear from him again. What makes you think a girl would want to be with someone that not only has nothing to offer to her but also discourages her from pursuing her career and her passion.

Moving on to better things in life and totally happy right now. Just leave me the f*k alone already.